GOD! Jeezz! my Step father and MOM! just screwed up a perfect day. We were going to Universal and damn it! we turned around. THEY ARGURED THEY'RE FUCKIN ASSES OFF! It was hard not listen. I had my earphone on blast but i can still hear them. LIke i said.... My ears are practically bleeding. I hate this! I hate it sooo much. Monica and Sam! U guys get sooo upset because of just a boy! I sorry i brought this up Monica! I'm just sooo lost right now and I need all of u guys more than anyone else. My life is fucked up! more than u know. You look at a picture at my family and say "Perfect Family." yeah right. its a broken one. "Perfect Life." no...its the "Perfect Li e" its only the truth.

I hate it so much i just wanna die. but this isnt gonna be my death. I'm not gonna kill my self just for bullshit. Its pointless. I live because God wants me to. And I live because It's life and u can only have it once. Enjoy it while it last. Thats all.

I may hate my life but that doesnt give me a reason to comit suicide. I may run away never say good bye but i dont want my friends to cry. So this is what i do sacrifice.

Thats the only thing i have to do right now. I know its bullshit. Its the only way i have.

Thanks Kyla for comforting me. Thank You For painting a smile on my face. Thank You for being the bestest friend in this fucked up world! Thank you so much.

-Helena

Emo Boyfriend
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
His Name	Billy
His Looks/Style	Shaggy black hair, blue eyes, wears eyeliner, really skinny, pale, lip ring, band t-shirts, tight pants, and converse
How you met	CD Store
How he tells you he loves you	Sits outside your house at 2 in the morning and plays guitar and sings (very well) "Only One" by Yellowcard
What he calls you	Love
How far you've gone	everything
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